Well the last few days have been pretty good. I'm finally feeling better. I CAN EAT! WEE!
Well I've always been between 130 and 140 pounds...but recently I got up to 155 X_X. and I haven't been that since the days when I was a bit heavier. I'm back down to 130 which makes me a happy person ^-^
I also got me Guiney Pig. her name is poopsie and she's finally trusting me. She hangs out on my shoulder and just sleeps there sometimes. it's soo cute. I carry her around everywhere and I feed her a lot. I want her to be a fat fat fat little aminal. (yes i purposely spelled it wrong).

My poor mommy is getting surgery on her foot in a few days =(. I need to be with her during the next few weeks to help her out and everything. Visitors are always welcome. Mom may need them.

I think I'm going out to dinenr with my mom and my 3 foot tiny german grandmother. Gram-gram is so cute...I'll try to take pictures and all that jazz.

Speaking of pictures I put up a few new ones on my myspace.
I also got a bunch of video games so they will keep me busy! =D

Even though i've had kind of an emotional roller coaster lately, right now i'm very happy with everything.

<3

Well after bitching in the last entry, I feel a lot better. I got over that whole situation and now I just don't really care. Things have been going well. I got meself a little guiney pig and i named her Poopsie =p. She's so adorable. I've also been sick unfortunately =\. I think I've had strep lately. Boo to that!
I want to start karate or Capoeira. I know both requires a lot of upper body strength and a lot of flexibility...so I'm going to try to start heavy duty workouts soon. I'm also goinbg to try to stretch like mad, at least so i can do splits and stuff. Right now i DEFINITELY can't =p. Not to mentions flexibility is good your you anyway. So we be starting a healthier diet and working out and flexibility. WOO! Hooray for improvement!
I also need a job...I've been unemployed for too long. A few months is toooo long so I need a job. if anyone has any kind of recommendations please tell me because I need to start working before I lose my damn mind lol.

I also got Silent Hill 4 and Silent Hill 2 for my playstation! WEE! I also got Wii Play for my Wii (obviously). I also got a good memory card for my awesome camera and now I can take pictures and films and all that jazz. Good stuff!
Alright so that's just the update. The end for now!!

Well Last night was...an adventure!
Few know why, and I am on stating it here. You fuckers get to ask me and don't be surprised if I don't say it.
Danielle, Jenna, Jenna's boyfriend and I had a lot of fun. I had my first ride on a motorcycl, we ate smores, we had fun. It was really nice. Danielle and I also plan on going clubbing this weekend. I got this super sexy shirt that I can't wait to attract cuties with ;)
I came home and showered blah blah. Then I told Rickard that I want to be in his jeep when he goes to the beach so we were like okay lets just go. I drove one way and he drove the other and it was great!! I had so much fun. So much laughter =p.
I also found out some information. It made me sad at first but then I laughed and I got to asking myself...
What the FUCK was I thinking?
Again, not putting anything explaining what I mean, People may turn around and be like OH THAT'S TOTALLY ME. or HEY NO FAIR or whatever...so yea. I just reached a realization and I'm happy I did.
Oh! I also spoke to Randamuffin. GET TOGETHER!!! WEEEEE. I love that boy. Not to mention his sister.
I also told Brian that it will be fun to hang out and I plan on maybe seeing transformers with heather. Busy schedual! lol
I also plan on starting my studies soon. Gotta keep me smarts up! Not 100% sure if I'm going to be going to college in september, but there'sw a chance!!

Oh and there's a thunderstorm happening right now. <3 <3 <3

I've been having the time of my life lately. I'm so thankful. Thanks to me friends, you guys are funsies =)

So I went to Adventureland with miss Birthday Girl Shu and many others. It was a really fun day. I screamed so much I lost my voice for 4 days!! WOOOO!! Angel and I were very often going on rides and the others spent time in the cafeteria or the arcade. I came in to visit often and that was fun. Also got meself a wicked pimpin hat! Plus some candy but that's LOONG gone =p.
I also saw Oceans 11 and the begiining of Ocean's 12 at sir Edwards house. That was fun! Danke Ed! you were right, they were good movies. Now you have to see the Descent or I'll rape you with a banana (which i know you like anyway so who cares). Last night I made smores with my mom and sisters which I LOVED!!! Mmmmmm. i have mess on my face every time!! After that I went with Danielle, Nick, Jamie, Lou and many others. I ended up going to sayville beach and i went in the water in a bra and undies since it was really dark. the water was sooooooo nice! it was really warm, only i got sand all over me so when i put my jeans back on my legs and ass hurt like hell and i was very uncomfortable for a while. I ended up coming home and going to sleep. This morning I woke up and had me a bowl of yummy cereal and then I went out with mom to the movies. We saw Knocked Up. That movie is sooo damn funny I love it. I originally saw it with Ed and Randolf and it was just as great the second time if not better because there was a total of like 6 people in the theatre today versus like 75+ people the first time i saw it so the loud laughter was shut to a minimum giving me the opportunity to hear more of the funnies.
Ew and last night i sipped a little beer from a can. That stuff is piss I swear. I almost threw up. i threw it out hahaha. I spoke to an old acquaintence Andy and we were talking about the old days in 9th grade when he would scream things like I HAVE SAND IN MY VAGINA, and this woman always tried to have a garden but it was just a pile of dirt all year 'round so he screamed NICE DIRT" and the voice he did it in was so fucking funny. Ah the good old days. There was one bitch there but we didn't let her bother us. The actual fire lasted for about 6 minutes and it wasnt started until about 1.5 hours into the hang out on the mini-beach so we didnt do too much.
It ended up just being bporing. No one went swimming with me =(
And right now I'm sweating my imaginary 6 testicles off.
So yes. Much happened.
Oh and I graduated!!!! =D
I'm so happy about that. no more retarded connetquot.
Soon I go to school for Seismology and I get to have a job! I want my Friday's job back.oubt io'll get it though -_- Lisa's a bitch.

So yea!! That's about it!
Oh and Year Zero rocks <3
hence the picture for this blog =p

ATTENTION NON-PROM LIKERZ! On June 21st there is a plan to go to Adventure Land for the day. It will be oodlez and noodlez of fun and everyone is welcome. The more people come, the less people have to pay overall. Along with the discount it can just be a whole lot of fun to have a nice sized group to share a fun day at a local amusement park. I personally LOVE the korny haunted house. I can ride that thing 564254626456+5+64 times and never get sick of it. Below is the information, I plucked it out of a blog that the originator, Jen Zaragoza, posted in her blog.
if you'd rather look at the information at her page, here is the site: http://eyes-of-mako.livejournal.com/58885.html

Scroll down and read the information though so that you know when, where, etc!

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When and where info

When: Thursday, June 21st
Time: undecided, sometime between 11am - 11pm (operating hours)

Where:
Adventureland
2245 Route 110 Farmingdale NY 11735
Park & General Info: 631-694-6868
Homepage




Admission
Here's a list of the prices. Keep in mind that its a range of 3-5 tickets per ride.

Option 1:

You can either:
Pay one price(POP) Bracelet: $23.99 (+tax I assume)
OR
Pay for single tickets which are $1 each

For both, you must purchase the tickets/POP bracelet from opening until 7PM or 4PM, from what the site says. I'm going to assume 7pm since the park is closing at 11pm..^^;

Option 2:

Pay as a group

What I plan to do is find the amount of people that are going, so it can be a fair amount for all, if we pay as a group. Instead of all of us paying $23.99, we can get a discount! :D So those who aren't going to pay single tickets and want to save some cash...

Here are the prices:
20-49 people - $18.50 per person
I highly doubt it BUT...
50+ people - $15.50 per person

Keep in mind this is only if we have the amount of people to pay as a group D: tell your friends.

What I need to know from you..
-Are you going XD
-What time do you think would be best to meet up? 1)Hang out during the afternoon, and maybe do something afterwards in the evening?2) or just go the Adventureland later during the day like 5pm or 6pm?
-Would you like to pay as a group?
-Is anyone you're going to bring with you paying as a group?
-Are you gonna get a present for Jen? If so, buy her something colorful like bracelets at Claire's ^o~ and fear not if she may have them already, she doesn't care XD hehehehehe LOL don't feel obligated to get me anything XD


If you need a ride..
My brother can only hold so much people in his car. Most likely, the regular nerds (Sarah and Ganny will be with us)..that is if Ganny wants to have fun for a change. Which leaves some room..not sure on the details just yet. But if you need a ride, let me know maybe we can try to figure something out. Or bring a friend who can drive XD

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BY THE WAY!!! June 22nd is Jen's birfday! She'll be old enough to buy pr0n just like me! That's why there are gift mentions in there. Jen's such a cutie ain't she? =p.

So yes. Message me either here, on myspace, or talk to me on AIM about it: YayPyramidHead / Russian Beesh

Let me know ASAP! We have to set everything up and the earlier we know, the better!
Thanks and I hope many many people come!
HAPPY ALMOST BIRFDAY JEN!!
and HAPPY PROM STINKS DAY! =p

Hallo. So yes...It's been a long time since I've been out in the world actually doing something. My anxiety disorder always jumped in place. Today my mom woke me up with an invitation to go to the city and spend most of the day there. At first I was a bit skeptical because whenever she went with someone they shopped until their wallets were damn near empty...I decided to go though in good spirit and I figured hey, this will be good for me.
Long train ride, but It wasn't unpleasant. Eventually we got to the city and we walked all over. We ended up going into Madam Toussades (sp i know..) and we had fun in there. I went into this little attraction in there that's like a little haunted part...a small thing to walk through with chills and real people coming out to scare the shit out of you =p. I swear though these "monsters" must've fucking adored me because I did indeed scream the loudest and every time I turned around monsters were on my ass scaring the shit out of me. It was so fun and I just kept screaming because i looked back and monsters were after me and when they fall behind I take a deep breath thinking "Finally..." and when i walk farther the monsters pop out from a different area and try to grab me. haha the walk is only like 2-3 minutes long through this little horror room...there was a whole group of people with us though but noooo they wanted to get to ME!! I do wonder if they feed off of screams because as I said....they were hunting me. Even my mom noticed it haha she said "Christ jacqueline you have a very high pitched scream.
Hahaha even though i'm not prissy little princess (not too feminine) when I scream, it's a girlie scream because it's the fun coming out. up until the exit of this little room the samer two monsters were popping out like on top of me, right next to me, and this one guy threw his hand in my face, ignored everyone but me! and he almost grabbed my face, i threw myself backwards and screeched lmao. Then I walked out into the next room which was like a Famous People throughout American History deal....and I was sitting there laughing nonstop because of those stupid monsters who wouldnt leave me the hell alone...
After leaving that and just walking around, we eventually got to Central Park. It is waaaaaaaaay more beautiful and peaceful than I thought it'd be. It's so nice and quiet there, you wouldnt even know that it was right in Manhattan. The rocks there are HUGE too. Me and my mother sat in the shade on the biggest rock in the park (this one rock could easily fit 100 people laying spread out and comfortable). There were nice pathways and a nice bridge and if you bring enough money you can have a little trolly ride through the park which is what we plan to do next time. We got hungry soon and we went to Olive Garden and the food there was absolutely delicious. I very rarely finish food at restaurants. there's always like 1/3 left because I'm so full...but this food was so good both My mother and I (we both never finish our stuff) ate EVERYTHING. it was so fantastic and our waiter was really nice so that was pleasant. When we left we stopped by this quaint little store and my mom and I got tank tops. Then close to that is the BubbaGump Shrimp co, We went inside, I got a t-shirt and my mom bought things for my sisters. Then we stopped at a little candy store and I got FunDip and my mom got these delicious Licorice candies for the train ride home.
We also went insode the Hershey's Chocolate Factory <3 <3 <3. Man I wish i owned that...I'd gain 50 pounds in 3 minutes.

the only negatives about the day were that I inhaled a crap load of second hand smoke (ew), it was a little muggy out and there are vents blowing out hot air almost everywhere, and on the train on the way back I managed to get the biggest fucking jerk next to me. His way of asking me Excuse me, can I please sit here and can you please move your pocket book? was molded into his way: "....::glare:::.....You mind??? ::glares at the seat with my pocket book resting on it.::"
He sat down, decided to eat his mcdonalds and i was trying to be friendly...i said ooh that smells good. He just glared at me so I was like okay sunshine... I decided to tell a person nearby about those retarded monsters that fell in love with me in the museum. The guy must have not found it very amusing, he threw his hands up in the air like "fucking great..." and rolled his eyes. Not this guy is sitting on the chair RIGHT NEXT TO ME. So I see that my laughter and stories bug him...I give a devious smile to people around me and I get louder and louder and I make sure I annoy the shit out of him. What a fucking dick though...seriously. He FINALLY decided to get up and move (when he did I stood up on the train and danced around saying PRAISE THE LORD HE HAS REMOVED THIS DEMON FROM THY TRAIN!) he left his trash behind. How low class. I absolutely loved pissing him off. I mean how damn rude can you be. There's people having a rough day and people who are just fucking assholes. This guy was DEFINITELY a fucking asshole. I hope his wife gave him a nice kick to the drotch. I was so tempted to find the fucker and throw his trash on him that he left behind and then throwing him out the window of the train to see him stranded in the middle of Osh Kosh B'Gosh.

Lucky for me I have a tiny bit of self control =).


Aside from that one jerk-off though....everyone that sat with my mom and i were very polite and they were glad that I got rid of the shit face because even the other saw how unbelievably rude he was. but the train ride was also a lot of fun because there's a situation where you can mingle and be friendly...I'm glad there are so many wonderful people in the world. I used to focus on the shit heads and shun all of the positives. But I'm proud of myself because today for the first time I didnt let his "superiority" get to me. I adored speaking with the strangers on the train and This whole day, this whole incident really showed me that there are more nice people in the world when you open your eyes to it. I bumped into ym fair share of people and I apologized each time and everyone smiled and said that it was no problem. The annoying people that try to give you "FREE THIS AND THAT" were even really hilarious. They may have been annoying but they were also really silly and they accepted if you said No thanks.

I did have a few little mishaps...I almost fainted, I almost had quite a few panic attacks but whenever they came on, I just put myself against a wall and waited for myself to calm down.
Usually my inability to keep the attacks away make me feel pathetic and stupid...but today it didnt even phase me. I can never thank my mom enough for taking me out today because I really did have such a mind blowing day whether we walked one block or 600. For the first time ever I pais attention to all of the good and I didnt let the very very few negatives get to me like I always did throughout my whole life. Also it was a big step in getting ready to try to overcome anxiety disorder completely.

Right now my mother is asleep along with the rest of my family. I had to type this out though because though it may seem like "it's just the city jackie...you've been there before."...this was really life changing for me.

God works in mysterious ways, so I believe. and Today was truly a gift from God to me and my wonderful mother. I've seen the wonders of kindness for the first time with no smog from the negatives. it was all clear and I wouldn't change any part of it, not even the panic attacks and mister dick face. It all happened to teach me and I've never felt so welcomed into the world.

Okay corny time is over. I'm reeeeaaally effin tired and I need sleep desperately =p.




Goodnight everyone. Have sweet dreams <3

Well, I can't read or see much of anything. Everything is really blurry so if I make ofdd mistakes in this passage, you know why.

Unfortunately I've been having panic attacks almost every day =(
thankfully i dont have nightmares anymore. not like i did.
New Linkin Park cd sucks except for one song. No More Sorrow.
I finally got all the Evanescence songs I wanted/needed which makes me happy. One of my favorite songs is called Before the Dawn. It's so romantic and it just sounds beautiful.
Hahaha we also got two or three of my kitties Stoned! We sprinkled cat nip on the dining room table and Binx (big fatty), milo (smelly slinky) and my little bitch of a cat Angel were rolling all in the catnip and their eyes got huge and all of that
Milo was upstairs in the sink as usual waiting for me to turn on the cold faucet so that he can drink from it....but he was too high to realize that he was pretty much laying in water lmao.
That was so cute.
Unfortunately though I'm getting really tired. I just wanted to state real quick that my cats are stoned and i havent seen anything so cute in a long time

I got my first tattoooo =D!!
It's very pretty.
Little dragon on my ankle
Now i have to keep taking care of it. It burns if anything touches it =p.

It was definitely worth the pain though. Every time i looka t it I can't help but smile.

Oh yes...the new Linkin Park cd SUCKS!!
I want to slap those people inside out...They used to be the greatest band =(. I still adore their first cd. Reanimation was kind of fun....i only like a select few songs though. Their third CD, meteora was a waste of time. I didnt get any other cd after meteora. I just downloaded the newest one and I like ONE SONG. One little song. and parts in that even bother me. I'm so upset =(. I've loved linkinj park since 5th and 6th grade... and now they suck beyond all comprehension and it's like argh the first metal band I ever loved is turning quasi-emo =(


Another random thing here is that I've been obsessing over SHIRLEY MANSON from garbage. I just love that woman to death. She's so pretty, extremely unique, and her music is fun to listen to. Not to mention she has a cute scottish accent.
I'm not a fan of her latest look though. Short blonde hair. Her messy red hair was always very flattering on her.


Well I must go to el doctors soon!!
Lalala

This isn't about X-men though. This is in regards to The Exorcism of Emily Rose.
My sister told me that Emily Rose was possessed by Lucifer and That's it, and during the actual exorcism Lucifer said in separate languages that he dwelt within 5 other infamous people throughout history...I watched the movie numerous times and listened to her screaming each statement and I found out that she really was possessed by 6 separate demons; each who had their time of glory in an infamous person in history. One demon inhabited an infamous man who called himself Cain. Another "dwelt within" a man named Nero. Another dwelt within Judas (we all know who he is and his story, he's the most obvious). Another was in a man named Legion and the fifth possessed a man named Belial. Finally Lucifer introduces himself as "the Devil in the Flesh". I always wondered if it was him who dwelt within a human and all that jazz...but it wasn't. Demons all grouped up and really screwed this girl. Poor girl. I'm only speaking of the movie of course. In real like the problem was pretty much proven to be Epilepsy. But yea this is stupid and quite random but I like discovering small facts in movies that caught my attention but I had no answer to. Lately I've been watching every movie I can very critically and in each I've discovered small fact...for example (and for some more bullshit to type lol) the newest version of House on Haunted Hill...I always wondered who was driven to the actual haunted insane asylum in a freakin herse... but i realized that there was a coffin in the asylum and it had 6 small coffins in it each holding a gun.....you never know what you;ll find when you view small details in movies. Some are very clever. Sme are retarded and have nothing. The movies that have the small bits and funsies are more worthwhile. I don't know why I like finding little things out like this...I mean it doesn't help me accomplish things in life but hey.

So yea. Emily Rose in the movie - 6 seperate demons inside of her. One that possessed Cain. One that possessed Nero. One that possessed Judas. One that possessed Legion. One that possessed Belial. And of course mister hot-shot "Lucifer, Devil in the Flesh." Cocky piece of shit.

Haha.

So yea before I end this little typing fest, I may go into school tomorrow morning. I'll think about it. I have a tutor coming so yea.....I'll be all nice and busy from 2-4 for a fact.
I also may not be able to work at my job until the Summer =(. If that's the case though, so be it. At least Lisa (manager) admits that she'd like to have me back. She said that there are a lot of people on door though and it makes things more difficult which I kind of understand...I just want to go back to work to get out of the damn house and have some fun and make money lol. I also need to start Driving soon...though lately I've been having some minor panic attacks so that's no good =(.

I see my fat kitten hanging out on my Bed. I'm going to go smother her with love and she's going to beg to be let go...but I'll just moosh her that much more =D

Sweet dreams to everyone.

I walked up to the highschool and I got to stick around for 8th and 9th period.
People were so happy to see me which made me feel so good. I got a ton of hugs and a few kisses from squeelie people lol. Mrs Flood even squeeked when I walked into the chorus room. They all asked me to go back tomorrow which I would Love to! I may have to hide oout for./...forever though lol.

Danielle also picked me up and said "we should hang out later." so that's on the agenda for tonight. I also may go into school tomorrow and hang in Floody's room most of the day.
I'll practice some good old songs.

Today was a good day. It made me want to go back so bad =).

So yes I actually have some homework so I will write more later.

<3

I JUST figured something out in the movie x-3....
I always wondered why in the beginning Jean Grey in her PHOENIX Form went to such great lengths (i.e. lifting her house, making glass fly around, lifting xavier out of his wheelie chair thing, making her face look more decomposed than einstein must be right now, etc.) Just to make him turn to ash and die. The reason I wondered this was because in the end it took her barely any energy to kill like 60 army doodz at once.
It freakin finally hit me.
Xavier is powerful and he was mentally fighting back mental powers. DUH. I'm fucking stupid lol.
I feel somewhat complete in the gaining of this knowledge though. I feel that less stupid! weee!! now my life is complete lol.
Now I be sleepy. Goodnight poopers!

Earlier today I was mad as all hell right?
I was so incredibly pissed that I went to the barn and it looked like The whole Spartan army had thrashed through. I eventually just gave up and went inside (not listing the kind of emotion I felt at that point once i let all my energy out through a machette). I decided to give randy a jingle and he was hanging out with Brian, heather and Joe so I asked if I could come and he said sure
I went over, we played Wario ware, we eventually went to Friendly's and got little ice creams for ourselves, went back to randys and I got to hold His sister's baby, Averie. That child is so incredibly adorable and she didn't cry at all in my arms. She liked me a lot according to Randy's sister. I was holding her and I was acting like my mother acted when I was a baby too. Averie was so cute!!! I hope to be able to hold her again some time soon.
So yea after that I went back downstairs and we all just talked for a while. like an hour or so I'm not 100% sure how long but yea. Eventually time grew thing and I had to take my leave. Brian took me home which I greatly appreciated and tomorrow we may do some kind of a Movie+Bowling thing.

By the way Heather cut and dyed her hair and it looks awesome. Brian's purple hair looks awesome too. If only I could dye my hair like that again.
In due time >=D

I'm off to sleep. I did lots of laughing and had a great night. It started out shitty because someone did something quite shitty to me for absolutely no reason...but the turnout was better. I got to hang out with fun people. Not to mention it's always a joy seeing randy. He's always a pleasure to have around.

So goodnight to most of the people who read this. though one may wonder if he or she is in really deep shit with me.
And the answer is yes =)

But it's not important enough to keep me up tonight.

Sweet dreams doodz!

Scale says I'm 140. ONE HUNDRED AND FOURTY POUNDS!!
What ever happened to borderline 130? AGH I'M SO MAD AT MYSELF.

Time for a superdiet and superworkouts to get rid of the 10 pounds i gained. AGH I HATE TO THINK ABOUT IT IT MAKES ME SAD!!!!


Imma try my best to lose this weight in 2 weeks or so....PLEASE!!!!!!!!! rawrgh

This may not be a dream about Trent having a big crush on me (ahhh such fond memories of something that didn't even happen =p ), but it's good none the less.
I've just been brain storming a whole lot. I want to write some kind of a story or whatever and I found an excellent artist online named Luis Royo and he has some awesome artwork. I picked out a few favorites and I'm going to create them into characters for some plot I'm still thinking about. I'm trying to come up with a fun yet suspenseful idea in which I can manipulate my details into turning it into something that people never expect. Something different I guess...though with so many good and crappy m,ovies out there it seems as if I wouldn't be able to come up with anything original because anything has been tried at least once lol.
It's worth a shot though.
Lately i've been feeling a bit anxious, sometimes nervous, occasionally down on myself but nothing severe which makes me happy. Nothing bad that's worth being noted.
I saw the aqua-teen-hunger-force movie which was really funny. I want to see Disturbia and the reaping now...hopefully they'll be good!

Poice peoplez!

Yes for the last few months I've had night terrors. it was really getting on my nerves as many know so yea...
Last night I had a good dream! There was nothing all that bad about it. The best part was that Michael Trent Reznor was in it and he had a crush on me!!! He liked me and I was like Oh mah Lord please let this be real lol.
We didnt kiss or do anything like that but the fact of the whole dream was that he liked me! and that was enough as it is.
Made me feel damn good when i woke up lol.
Okay I'm done. I shall play video games now =)

Tah! <3

I'm not sure what it is exactly about the new Zelda Game...but every time i beat it and I see Midna's true form it makes me so happy. I don't know why...
Maybe I've gone Lezz for her. Hey I would if she was real! lol
She's just so fascinating and so gorgeous being herself. I know she's fake but seeing her makes me smile. I want to actually have a real image of her at least on my computer...which is not possible because the only one i could find is a picture of her that someone made with their computer.

She's just so great...and she's so beautiful I wish I was her lol.
I'm no longer fascinated with BloodRayne.
Now it's Midna, the Twilight Princess.

Ohhh if Only. lol

Okay....I've had enough of the whole IT'S BUSH'S FAULT KILL HIM shit. People really need to look up[ their facts on certain things.
Lets blame 9/11 on Bush! Why?> I didn't really hear much of a discussion on planes crashing into buildings and killing over 10,000 people. I mean hey that's just me...but Lets blame bush anyway because I'm a stupid fuck who doesn't know my ass from my fucking face.
Oh yes! another thing to blame on Bush. Other countries hating us. If bush ruled another country, I'm sure they'd still hate America just as much because we're spoiled and other countries get shit. But it's still Bush's fault anyway.
It's Bush's fault that Katrina happened! Yea....I mean it's totally Bush who is changing the climate of the earth. Global warming? oh no no it isn't the last thousand years of pollution..it's ONLY the last few years. Everyone knows that!
It was also Bush's fault the a lot of people died in Katrina right? Forget the fact that it's the local gov'ts job to inform and evacuate people. No no Bush should've stepped into THIS one in particular! he's president he should know exactly how much damage a hurricane would inflict!Every one knows that!
Lets blame Bush on the Holocaust too. I'm sure that He and hitler made some kind of a pact to kill millions of people and the majority of them are Jews. We all know them Jews are a problem!!
Oh Man Bush choked on a pretzel!! A friend of mine said "For his birthday I want to send him a bag of pretzels." Well I'll be honest, when I think of that I was to say Oh I want to send you something that reminds you of an event that was pretty much out of your control but we're teenagers so thinking of things like this and hating Bush is a must!!
It's Bush's fault that the Dinosaurs are extinct! no really! it's true! He's the one that caused the still uncertain cause of the dinosaurs to be wiped out! It's true! I know my sources a.k.a. my retard friends who again dont know whether to wipe their ass or their face and Parents! parents can really fuck a kid up...but not in Politics! All toddlers and teens know that everything in the history of the world is Bush's Fault!
Oh wait and he stutters when he talks! HEAVENS FORBID IT!!! What a tragedy!!! Guess what, fuck faces. Einstein had AUTISM and what he's known around the world as a genius. Speaking has NOTHING to do with intelligence level people. I don't care what you say. Speech vs. Brains are not connected. if anything it shows that His brain is working faster than his mouth so he's smarter than a good majority. But it's Bush...so he's not excused from anything it's his fault.
The death of Jesus is Bush's fault!
Egyptian Reign over slaves is Bush's Fault!
ECOLI is Bush's Fault!
The Black Plague was Bush's fault!!



People don't seem to realize that though Bush is a president. He's human. Some humans have visible faults and some have mental. His are really just visible because he stutters....Oh God in the Heavens NOT STUTTERING! I stutter like fucking crazy I know I do. Does that make me a retard? Am I unfit for peers? I don't think so. If anything Mentally I'm at least 3 times the age of the fucking retards around me who think that smoking can't give you any problems and drinking can really hurt you. Yes they are both drugs of choice and they both can kill a person...but not teenagers. Teens are safe because they hate Bush! If you hate bush, you're cool by me!!

George Bush is human and he does care about the people he took his job as president to try to help. You know the majority of America wanted to go to war, so they really should stop bitching saying that it's all of Bush's fault that soldiers died. Soldiers die for their country okay? Stop saying that he's a stupid man. He isn't. I don't know first hand but come on, you have to have intelligence to have the ability to become fucking president so stop acting as if he's a Satist. he isn't. He's a man like everyone else. He thinks like everyone else. When 9/11 happened, people went around kicking the shit out of people who work in 7-11s and shit. Why? That's like starting a war you go around fighting for what yo believe in only this country has been an enemy of ours for a long damn time. We never had a battle of the people who work in local 7-11s and if we have, tell me.

I don't really care if someone is going to judge me off of this nice sized speech here. I really don't care what people think of me....I just can't believe how stupid some people are. Brighten up for once in your pathetically useless lives and see that he's not killing us, we're killing us okay?
The choices we make influence our lives.
Bush is not my favorite president either but I liked him better than Kerry and that other Gore prick so I don't regret chosing him. Look into your facts and stop judging. It's a real pity that people think that they're so high up compared to others that they think they have the right to judge.


Okay I'm done. No more polotics EVER! =p least I hope not

Oyyy I was up all dern night =(.
I was watching the twilight zone, then Species 2 (silly movie =p )
Then the stupid Sarah Silverman show (i though it'd be funnier but i was seriously mistaken). Uhh what else. South park. uhhh a lot of random things too. just flipping through the channels. then one show on the cooking channel "Cooking with lard and Other tastey fats!" lmao. That was a funny one. I watched for 20 seconds and left. Then I watched some Futurama. I had no idea what was happening but oh well. Then all night I was getting these stupid heat flashes. I have no idea why...maybe menopause is coming on super early who knows but i was pretty much naked in the middle of my floor. I was ready to go outside and make a nice pillow out of snow and a blanket of ice to sleep soundly. Well 4 am rolls around and I'm just laying in bed like Ugh. I'm looking around the room, my dog is having a racing dream so he's kicking his legs and panting while sleeping (he's so cute =D ) So I wake him up and he looks at me like ":you evil little snot... i will end you." so i rustled him and he managed to take up the majority of my queen sized bed. that little poopie. so I'm trying to stay under tha covers because my upper body is cold but my legs and bum were on fire (so it felt)
I was in a pool of my own sweat (hot and cold kind...you know the cold sweat where you dont know if you're heating up or too damn cold). I went to sleep at around maybe 5ish and that's when the rest of my family is getting up and I hear jenna (sisterrr) saying something weird in some weird foreign language oir she was calling a cat or i don't know so I was awake, but I was sleeping in a pool of my sweat as I said before and it felt so unpleasant and I just couldnt get comfortable. So two hours later me mum comes in and is like are you alright? and i sat there like sure whatever and i had to get up to take something and well I got maybe like an hour or two of sleep and I feel like crapsies.
So that was my night!
Hope every one elses went better!!

Yesterday was a real shit day. Today was much better though.
Although I have received much bad news (i'm so sorry =(... ) Today went well. I went to Friday's with my mom and my sister and father ended up coming and a lot of the people there said that they miss me and want me back and even one of the managers mentioned wanting me back even though i took a leave of absence for my little panic disorder. He said that he would be more than happy to bring me back and I got hugs and other things just for fun it was really nice. Unfortunately my mommy is sick and I feel really bad =(. I hope it wasn't the food XD.
Anywho I plan o working out tonight and I'm excited about doing that.
I bitched more than I should've about yesdterday...but as a friend said ther's alwaaayyys to mooooorrrrrooooooooooooooow for dreeeeeeeeaaaaaaaams to come truuuuuuueeeee. She even sang it! Naw, that'd be awesome though =)

Much Loveses

I posted a blog on my myspace page. I know myspace sucks I know but I have it for my own fun and shizzle. If you're interested, take a look.

Be wanred, some comments may offend....but take nothing personal it's probably not even about you!

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=14856239


Thurr ya go.

Tah fer now beeshes.